December 2010
So. Many. Cookies.
I have baked so many Christmas cookies for my family in the past few days, that I am ready to puke. Not to mention the endless cleaning in anticipation of everyone getting here. Get here already!
Charmanders are red. Mudkips are blue. If you were...
flyingwithout-wings-deactivated asked: Merry Christmas love <3 I love you, and I hope you get the best this holiday season! Have fun in Texas and remember the beef jerky! ;D
flyingwithout-wings-deactivated asked: Merry Christmas love <3 I love you, and I hope you get the best this holiday season! Have fun in Texas and remember the beef jerky! ;D
This whole waking up early thing needs to stop.
Every single day of winter break I have been up before 9, and usually before 8. Which means I have plenty of time to do things with my day, but hey, I want to sleep in too. Thanks body, real smooth.
You infuriate me
You are such a child, and I know the rest of your family is the same way, but can’t you stop rising to the bait? You may have ruined my relationship with them and believe it or not, I actually care about them, and the contact I have with them. A few months ago, I told Mom she would be walking me down the aisle, whenever that day comes. Know why? Because you aren’t my parent....
I wish
I could take your pain, heal your wounds, and solve your problems. I wish I could work miracles to make everything better. Or just to make you smile.
I went shopping today
And I got the most beautiful dress I have ever seen. It makes me so happy.
Freedom
You cannot even imagine the intensisty of my need for this break to happen. I bless these hours of freedom, and thank whoever decided winter break was necessary. Screw school.
My Dream
I know all those little girls who want to grow up to be the next big singer, or a rockstar. I’m not looking for money or great amounts of fame, but I would love to get the chance to be a singer. An actual singer, with something to show for it. To be able to get out there, in the scary unknown.
I hate technology
I swear, everything I touch that has an on/off button, dies. My phone, my computer, my printer. Can this stop now? This is not a handy special power.
Christmas songs
are stuck in my head. It’s all I’m singing. Oh yeah, I’m in the spirit :D
janbydesign asked: Is that supposed to help me sleep at night?
Because it didn't.
Because it didn't.
My mom just gave me chocolate.
And not just any chocolate. No, this was Ghirardelli caramel chocolate. Basically awesome life. She is so wonderful. As is anyone who wants to do the same thing. You will have my love forever. Okay maybe not forever, but probably for the next week. Hint hint.
janbydesign asked: Is that supposed to help me sleep at night?
Because it didn't.
Because it didn't.
janbydesign asked: I'll have you know that the fact that you specifically mentioned your gun makes me fear for my life
She turned away
In his dream, he saw a little girl in a dress that would have been saved for her Christmas best running down a long hallway. The sight was not one that would send chills down your spine, like the children so favored in horror movies. Nor was it a sight that would round your mouth in a precious “Aww”. It was chilling, but in a different respect altogether. This little girl wasn’t...
janbydesign asked: I'll have you know that the fact that you specifically mentioned your gun makes me fear for my life
Prepare to be shocked
I miss Texas. I miss my redneck hometown and Southern cousins. I miss my mud, and my gun, and my fourwheeler, and every other stereotype you want to throw out there. Cows too. Thank God I am going back soon. How many days til the 27th?
The decision I have to make: I already know the...
Succes :D
I went to a debate competition on Saturday, doing an event I had never done before. It required me to do a 10 minute speech that I wrote myself on some problem, and memorize it. Guess who got 4th place out of 50 people? This girl. Oh yeah :D I’m so happy.
“Thoughts could leave deeper scarring than almost anything else.”
– J. K. Rowling (via chewing-onpearls)
ingersss replied to your post: ingersss replied to your post: it really bothers…
:OO I havent been on facebook for like 25 days :DD
I’m proud of you :P
ingersss replied to your post: it really bothers me that you’re not on facebook anymore, i can’t message you when i get home and talk about our days…
youre not on facebook either??
Nope . I’m off til midterms are over.
yolocakes asked: it really bothers me that you're not on facebook anymore, i can't message you when i get home and talk about our days...
What I'm asking for
I don’t want an easier life, or less stress, even if it would be appreciated. I don’t want more strength, because sometimes I think I’m too strong. I can’t even break down anymore. Instead, I burn out. Sometimes I feel that I need the people in my life more than they will ever need me. Everything until now has ended in goodbye, not an I’ll-see-you-around-goodbye, but...
To the unexpected
He held me as I cried. No one had ever done that before. It was what I needed. And after such an awful week, I think this weekend helped so much. It was my reward, a small step to being me again.